I’ve never felt more inclined to want to practice my meditation and spiritual-ness than I do right now. 33 is a HUGE year for me, it’s got a huge spiritual meaning for me and I need to get myself right.

My brother is no longer in the picture, for me. So these next how ever many birthdays I have left in life will be spent without recollection of a twin.

I’ve got to move on from everything that ever was. I’ve got to find my passion and my confidence and my purpose and give it my all, because up until this point I’ve been barely making it afloat.

I still feel that little spark inside my soul, I just need to add to it and let it shine.

Come on 33.