Looking back, the truth is, you never thought you’d actually like me as much as you did.

But we were too different. You weren’t ready for me.

You weren’t ready to take something seriously, ACTUALLY seriously for once. Unbeknownst to you, I’d been taking things seriously in my life for a long time. I actually needed some of your care free-ness, myself.

I give you props for trying, but we went 0 to 100 REAL quick.

I look at pictures and it’s CLEAR now… but hindsight is always 20/20 isn’t it?

You weren’t happy and I was too hopeful.

4 years later… here we are. I should have left you where you were back then. You’d be much better off right now.

Honestly, I can’t complain about much except the loss of another person whom I grew close with and will miss, and daydreams and goals that will not come to fruition with you.

But YOU.. I’m not going to sugarcoat it.. for now you’ve got the shitty end of the stick. You really do.

But when you make it through this, I have no doubt your life will be so much better off than it ever has been.

So blame me now and cuss me out, but we’re exactly where we’re supposed to be, so thank you.

I’m finally free.